Wednesday, May 23, 2012

Just a part of me.

i'm tired of comparing myself to others. It always sets me in a very bad mood. I wanted to be myself, but I just can't stop worrying or over think about stuffs that I really don't want to happen. I'm too insecure and I know that every one is not perfect but with this fears interfering my emotions It will never stop haunting me. that's why every single thing that I see when someone changes is a big thing, a huge impact to my life. For some reason having this personality gave me this habit of helping others. Since, I never wanted to see someone get hurt or any relationship to fall apart,after having experience and knowing the feeling of being hurt.Seeing someone suffering always reminds me of myself and it will rewind all those painful memories that happened to me before. Relationships should be treasured especially with the bonds you created with someone because in the first place you will never reached that far if there is nothing special happening. As much as possible I really love to help people in need, no matter how hectic my schedule is I'm always ready to offer help, well sometimes I might complain behind their back but It doesn't mean they are bothering me. I'm just a human being, complaining is in our nature.

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