COMPLICATIONS & FAREWELL.

Trying to forget someone that made a huge difference to your life. Don't you think its hard? I don't actually want to let go of that person but if i kept on clinging onto my feelings for him, I'll end up hurting myself. :( Ugh! I hate myself for getting too emotional over minor stuff, I don't know why but i'm really this sensitive. Giving up has always been my option, in solving problems like this one, It's the only way I can save myself from being torn apart or emotionally upset.

This feeling never came up out from Jealousy nor anger... It's a feeling of not being able to befriend someone who's already in front of you, and the fact that everything is too late now.I've lose an opportunity in the same time a close friend, Why is fate so cruel? Why is loving someone so complicated?

I wanted to pretend that everything had never happened but it's impossible because it's already been carved in me and it can never be erased, but it's okay somehow I've enjoyed being a part of his life, although it happened so fast It was fun. Tomorrow is the change, goodbye and thank you for everything. I'll forget about you for sure and this time please don't interfere in my life again.

I hope that the next time we meet again, you'll be true.