I'm starting to realize that this is not my month :( so many disappointments, depression, pressure >______< It's hard to balance everything especially if you have many things to do. This is one hell week :/
Too bad i have to give up on our plans this Sunday due to exams and projects crap! >___< I was hoping that I could climb on that mountain before I turned to 18 but I think its not gonna happen :(
Communication Problems, It's so hard to contact everyone if you don't have a cellphone. I badly need one and my Father won't let me because he said its a distraction and a waste of money :/ So I guess I'm gonna buy one with my own money, the cheapest one if possible. Problem is where can I get the money if my allowance everyday is only P50 wtff. So I've decided to make a deal with the devil lol T^T more like one of my business minded friend XD I've been thinking about what he said and I guess I'm gonna join. I do hope this would hasten my dreams in the future :3
Sleepless Nights, i miss sleeping in long hours :( This month I only get to sleep around 3-5hrs and sometimes when I sleep I get bad dreams >__________< ohh whyy can't I sleep in peace T___T I wanted this to be the happiest month in my life but It turned out to be the opposite, bad choice :/ hopes down T___T
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