This Guy Finale~

After that incident
I never saw him
I admit, I missed him
But things won't remain as they used to be

Every time he caught me
gazing at him
He always ends up averting his eyes
As if his denying my existence

I wanted to know
What made him change
Is this what they call karma?
if it was, i'm regretting

I wanted to apologize
Not knowing what I did wrong
But for the sake of seeing him smile again
I'll low down this pride

But now I realized
Doing this is useless
So I let him be
No matter how painful it is

I had my happy days
I had my lonely moments
I missed our bonds
But its time to lose the knots

Clinging onto memories
That will end up tears in your eyes
Is stupid, It's better
Not to indulge yourself in painful memories

Giving up was the only option
Both of us were wounded
He hated me for some reason
But i accepted all his insults

Today, the both of us went on our own direction
We never talked, We never smiled at one another
As if nothing happened
Every moment we spend together vanished in thin air

A smile that brightens someone's day #1

It took a while before i knew what my best asset is, I've been asking some of my friends and they gave me different answers, so i was having a hard time identifying what it was, so what I did was i chose the common answer they gave and this is what i got a SMILE. :)

A smile is something that can't be obtained easily because it depends on your emotion, but I am different because I smile neither I'm happy or depressed. This is why I consider this as my best asset.

It doesn't mean when I'm depressed, I'm giving you a fake smile. I smile because I don't want anyone to be affected on my negative emotions. I smile because I don't want to ruin a person's day. I smile for a reason to brighten someone's day. All of us has the ability to smile, we smile because it makes us feel better and Smiling tends to make us more attractive and pleasing to the eyes. Who would like to befriend a person who keeps on frowning? if you asked me I don't want one. Smiling is also a good start to make friends it gives a good impression when you meet new people, because one smile says a lot of positive traits about you.My friends told me when I smile, It makes them feel better because there something about this smile of mine that brings happiness to them, I don't know if what they were saying is true or not but I was really flattered.

Smiling is contagious as what I've experienced, There was this incident when I was feeling down because i got scolded by my parents, I went to school with this huge frown on my face. Everyone looked at me and was kinda curious why I looked so sad, as I entered my classroom my friends approached me and asked why i was feeling so down when I told them what happened, One of my friends told me that everything is gonna be fine and gave me a smile. When I looked at him I burst out laughing and he gave me this "questioned" look on his face, and i told him that he got something stuck on his teeth and everyone around me started laughing and it made me feel better. Smiling is something that happens so fast but remains in your memory for a lifetime.

"Frown and you Frown ALONE, but SMILE and the whole world Smiles." ^_____________________^

Unfair

The feeling of being treated unequally is heartbreaking. I know that someone is better than me but this is already too much, giving her all the responsibilities as if i'm not someone to be trusted. I know that I'm sometimes inadequate to my duties but If only you can understand that I have feelings to, why not give me a chance? and I'll assure that I'll give my best. I won't hold grudges because I'm not that kind of person, It's my fault that I'm like this so why hate? but always consider the fact when your in my situation, it's not that easy to be treated as someone that can't be trusted because you thought that I cannot achieve the duty that your going give to me. Treat me FAIRLY!

To my readers, I want to point this out that comparing and being unfair is not a good thing because it gives an effect to the person whom you treating unfairly and that effect is what we knew as JEALOUSY. Jealousy is envy and when you envy that would turn into hatred that will bring chaos to the world, Just like the story of Cain and Abel, Cain killed his brother because of Jealousy. If you haven't read the bible or not fond on reading it well you can check this link if you want to know the whole story why he killed his brother and what triggered the Jealousy.  http://www.dltk-bible.com/genesis/chapter4-cv1.htm