Saturday, August 4, 2012
I hate it.
I hate your friends. They piss me off in every possible way.
How can they manage to act so fake around you? Ohh, how I want to get rid of them from your life. It makes me feel sad how they all act so nice in front of us. I wanted you to be happy, if only I can erase all those terrible memories and let me fill them with happy ones then I'll be satisfied :) but I can't. I can't just simply ask you to forget about them that would be selfish of me. All i can do for now is to make you really happy that would bury all those bad memories about them. I know it's easy for you to ignore them, but I just can't accept the way they are acting so childishly, blaming every single fault to you. It piss me off.
How can they manage to act so fake around you? Ohh, how I want to get rid of them from your life. It makes me feel sad how they all act so nice in front of us. I wanted you to be happy, if only I can erase all those terrible memories and let me fill them with happy ones then I'll be satisfied :) but I can't. I can't just simply ask you to forget about them that would be selfish of me. All i can do for now is to make you really happy that would bury all those bad memories about them. I know it's easy for you to ignore them, but I just can't accept the way they are acting so childishly, blaming every single fault to you. It piss me off.
Sunday, July 8, 2012
*sigh* Why do i always have this feeling that I'm missing something? That i'm still not contented on what i already have? GAAAH >___< i'm always feeling mad this past few weeks, i don't know if my period causes me to act this way but I can no longer contain this feeling anymore. It feels like I want to distance myself from society or cry myself to sleep. I hate carrying this heavy feeling T____T
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