Wednesday, September 5, 2012

OH EM GEE I CAN NO LONGER CONTAIN THIS FEELING ANYMORE.

Saturday, August 4, 2012

I hate it.

I hate your friends. They piss me off in every possible way.

How can they manage to act so fake around you? Ohh, how I want to get rid of them from your life. It makes me feel sad how they all act so nice in front of us. I wanted you to be happy, if only I can erase all those terrible memories and let me fill them with happy ones then I'll be satisfied :) but I can't. I can't just simply ask you to forget about them that would be selfish of me. All i can do for now is to make you really happy that would bury all those bad memories about them. I know it's easy for you to ignore them, but I just can't accept the way they are acting so childishly, blaming every single fault to you. It piss me off.

Sunday, July 8, 2012

*sigh* Why do i always have this feeling that I'm missing something? That i'm still not contented on what i already have? GAAAH >___< i'm always feeling mad this past few weeks, i don't know if my period causes me to act this way but I can no longer contain this feeling anymore. It feels like I want to distance myself from society or cry myself to sleep. I hate carrying this heavy feeling T____T