OctoberFest!

Finally! It's October and this is my time to shine! I love this month so much, because i think this is the only month that makes me think positively (lol). Yes, i am very know as a pessimistic person because i have so many fears in life but when it comes to October I am always looking forward in creating special memories.

This year i am planning NOT to celebrate my 18th birthday on October 25 because I personally think One day is not enough to create happy memories with my love ones. So i thought why not celebrate it Everyday in this month? like doing things that you have never done before or maybe explore exciting(dangerous) places with your friends? At least before I took a step forward to the 'ADULT' world, and say goodbye to my childish years (lol) I've done something that is worth remembering for in my whole existence.

Ah i want to cherish every moment in this month although i hate turning to 18 but what can I do? i can't stop it lol. If only vampires exist I would let them bite me so i can be SEVENTEEN forever XD but that would be boring too right?

Anyway, Today was a great start! I had so much fun earlier with my Friends at Mugna, although I'm broke now =________= well at least, a fun memory was formed, hmm I would like to call this day "Tipsy or Pregnant?" XD We are not drunk but we look more like it because of the rides we took, I already got dizzy with our first ride which was the "Ferris Wheel of Torture" T____________T that was one heck of a Ferris Wheel i was expecting it to be relaxing but it turned out to be the other way around. ~___~ it made me say stuff that i shouldn't like "I'm gonna study hard just STOP this" or "I'm sorry for the bad things etc ect etc." lol recalling it makes me feel stupid :)) It took a while before i recover from that ride, The next ride we took was the dragon coaster, it was fun at least it was not that horrible unlike the ferris wheel -.- followed by Cable Car, our group was divided at this time to "those who are tipsy and pregnant" and to "those who are live awake" so obviously i was one of those tipsy people and I took the Cable Car ride with Marc which was a good time to relax and talk, while others took the Galactic Ride and watching it makes me want to puke XD After having a slow and smooth ride, My stomach is finally functioning well and is ready to take our last ride which was the Constaquidor, It's a ride *how can i describe this* that rocks you back and forth, and its actually a huge ship. Me and my friends positioned ourselves at the last side of the ship because they say its worth it and yes it was, I thought i was about to fly out from where I was sitting O________O After several minutes of screaming it finally ended and my look was like x_________X

I wanted to do the Galactic Ride but I'm out of money D= maybe tomorrow? hehehe I hope so, that was all for todaaay and I took a very long nap lol now im so wide awake and can't sleeep T____________T waiting for someone to get on but I guess he is sleeping now xp later i'm gonna blog if anything special happens today (October 2) well i do hope so, OH! its Emersons birthday one of my special friends, Imma greet him now on FB~ Toodles :3

AHHHH IF ONLY I GOT PICTURES FOR TODAY'S EVENT T_____________T

What would you do when your mad?

What would you do when your mad, but you can't take revenge?
Don't you feel annoyed to the extent that you end up crying and screaming? Don't you want to annihilate your house just because you cant stop the feeling that wanted to burst out within you? As if there is a demon who wants to take over your body just to do all those stuff you want to do to the person who annoyed you, THE MOST.

thats what im feeling at the moment, up until now i cant stop screaming thats why i decided to blog it here so i can express what i feel. it kinda eases me now, im already feeling a lil better compared earlier. now what to rant.

I love my little sisters they are soo adorablee that i want to pinch them, even though they annoy me a lot. WELL ALL THE TIME. I just cant blame them, they are kids right?, hopefully when they grow up they would turn out to be like me, so PATIENT UNDERSTANDING LOVING OH YES IM ACTUALLY COMPLIMENTING MYSELF and may they experience what I've been experiencing tearing the pages of my favorite book, puking on my stuff toys, playing with my make-up and oh my favorite part blame by there mistakes FFFFFF =_____________=


LALALALALA~

Concurrency.

Work in the presence of FAILURE.

An inspiring quote that I've learn from our lesson earlier in CSC102, its actually one of the factors why we should code in parallel.

Erlang is a programming language that is good for multi-tasking applications. It's pretty useful especially if you want to create your own web server, learning this language was fun from the START but shit its getting hard every time we receive a new mac problem from our teacher. CRAAAP i felt like giving up right now, I've manage to code 2 of the activities successfully but on the other three.. i dont want to talk about it T_____________T

This Wednesday is the deadline of our project in CSC which is the Mastermind Game, if ever you played the game you know how it goes and we have to code it in erlang in tail recursion, OMFG i hate it when I already know the algorithm, I know what BIF to use and how it should flow but i just dont know where to fcking start, and yes this is pissing me off up until now i haven't written anything, someone kill me now -.-" So what am i doing blogging? lol I'm actually waiting for a miracle that God might give me the ability to code like a nerd -.- ah crap as if its going to happen... spacing out...staring at the screen.... getting tired...sleep...Zzz...night all.

T_____________________T in despair.